The Freedom of Self Forgetfulness (2012) dives deep into the timeless wisdom of the Apostle Paul and invites you on a transformative journey of inner renewal. Discover the path to genuine rest and liberation by embracing blessed self-forgetfulness, freeing yourself from the pressures of seeking validation and self-condemnation.
Introduction: Discover the power of self-forgetfulness
Have you ever found yourself trapped in a cycle of perpetual self-doubt and comparison, striving to meet expectations that seem to grow with each passing day? Or do you feel as if you’re on a never-ending quest to validate your worth through achievements, comparisons, or the amount of “likes” you get on social media? If so, you’re certainly not alone. These feelings are the manifestations of your ego, a relentless taskmaster that keeps you occupied in a fruitless pursuit of external validation.
In this summary, we’ll dive into an enlightening exploration of your ego, its challenges, and the profound wisdom of the apostle Paul to navigate this complex terrain. We’ll shed light on Paul’s unique approach toward self-worth and self-esteem, a perspective that fosters a liberating sense of self-forgetfulness, separating your actions from your identity. And instead of being trapped in the endless cycle of validation and judgment, you’ll learn to appreciate the peace and fulfillment that comes with being a beloved child of God.
Escape the grip of your ego
You know that feeling when you’re constantly trying to prove yourself, seeking validation, and chasing after the next big thing? That’s your ego working overtime to keep you occupied. But what if there was a way to find peace and freedom from this never-ending race?
It turned out the apostle Paul faced similar problems with his ego. He even had a word for it: physioõ, which means “overinflated” or “swollen.” He described the ego as being four things: empty, painful, busy, and fragile. Let’s break these down.
First off, the ego is empty. It’s like trying to fill a void with stuff that doesn’t quite fit. You know when you’re trying to fill your life with achievements, trying to prove your worth to others, but you still feel, well, empty? That’s your ego talking. The philosopher Søren Kierkegaard talked about this too. He said our egos get a kick out of pretending we’re self-sufficient, without any need for God. But in the end, it’s like trying to fill a black hole with cotton candy.
Next up is that the ego is painful. Ever felt that twinge of discomfort when you see someone doing better than you? Or that sting when you feel ignored or undervalued? That’s your ego making a fuss, insisting on constant validation and comparison.
Onto the third aspect: the ego is busy. Do you sometimes feel like you’re living on a treadmill, always trying to outdo others, to be the best? That’s your ego keeping you occupied, always chasing the next big thing.
Finally, the ego is fragile. It’s that feeling when you’re on top of the world one moment, and the next, you’re feeling like a squashed bug. That’s because your ego is like a balloon. When it’s overinflated, it’s ready to burst at any moment.
So, what’s the solution? How can you deal with this swollen, painful, busy, and fragile ego of yours? Here’s a couple of thoughts from Paul:
First, embrace who you truly are. You’re not defined by your achievements, how many followers you have on Instagram, or how many zeros there are in your bank account. Your worth comes from God, not from these external things. This means finding peace in being loved and valued by God and letting go of this constant need to prove yourself to others.
Second, shift your focus. Instead of building a résumé of your greatness, focus on serving others, and appreciating their unique strengths. It’s like Mother Teresa once said, “If you judge people, you have no time to love them.” So, trade in that microscope you’ve been using to examine everyone else’s flaws for a magnifying glass to see their strengths.
In a nutshell, by embracing your identity in God and cultivating humility, you’ll find freedom from this constant tug-of-war with your ego. You’ll experience a transformed sense of self and discover a way of living that’s more fulfilling. It’s not about competing or proving yourself, but about finding peace in being a beloved child of God.
Liberate yourself through self-forgetfulness
Do you ever wonder why we’re all so obsessed with what other people think of us? Or worse yet, why we’re even more obsessed with what we think of ourselves? We’re stuck in this perpetual cycle of self-evaluation, always stressing about whether we’re meeting expectations – be it ours or that of others. Fortunately, we can turn to Paul once more for invaluable wisdom to tackle this problem.
During his lifetime, Paul developed a fresh take on self-esteem and self-worth. He’d shrug off criticism, as if saying, “I don’t care what you think about me. I don’t even care what I think about me, for that matter.” Now, that’s a level of independence most of us probably haven’t quite reached yet.
Let’s put this into context. Consider a time when you gave a presentation at work. You might have been sweating bullets, worrying about what your boss, colleagues, or clients might think. Paul’s attitude, on the other hand, would be totally different. He wouldn’t lose sleep over the opinion of others, not even his own opinion about himself.
How can you reach this level of Zen? A common piece of advice out there is to ignore other people’s standards and just live by your own. It’s like a counselor telling you, “Decide who you want to be, and just be it.” As if it’s as simple as flipping a switch, right?
But here’s the thing – this advice often falls short. Let’s say you’re not living up to your parents’ expectations, or society’s standards, or even your own benchmarks. All that does is make you feel terrible, no matter whose standards you’re trying to reach. It’s like running on a hamster wheel of never-ending expectations.
So if we’re not supposed to live by others’ standards or even our own, what’s the solution? How about we take a leaf out of Paul’s book? He saw his sins and accomplishments, but he didn’t let them define him. He separated his actions from his identity.
This is what Keller calls the Paul way – a life of self-forgetfulness. And it’s not about low self-esteem or high self-esteem. It’s about simply not letting your sense of self-worth be dominated by anyone’s opinion, including your own.
Think of an Olympic athlete, for example. They don’t get gold, but they’re overjoyed at their performance and even genuinely happy for the gold medalist. It’s not about their success or failure – they’re just happy to be part of the game.
So how can you make this happen in your own life? Start by separating your actions from your identity. Imagine you made a mistake at work. Instead of thinking, I’m a failure, tell yourself, I made a mistake, but that doesn’t define me. This is an important one – your actions don’t define your identity.
The second tip is to cultivate a sense of self-forgetfulness. Instead of always thinking, How does this make me look? or, What does this say about me? just enjoy the moment for what it is. Let’s say you nailed a presentation at work. Instead of thinking about how it’ll boost your career, just enjoy the fact that you did a great job.
Embracing this new outlook might feel like you’re venturing into uncharted territory. But the reward? It’s the peace of not having to constantly evaluate yourself. It’s the freedom to enjoy life without connecting everything to your sense of self. It’s a new kind of humility, one that’s not about thinking less of yourself or more of yourself. It’s about thinking of yourself less – and aiming for a life of self-forgetfulness, one where you’re not constantly judging yourself or others.
The power of God’s verdict
OK, let’s dive even deeper into the art of self-forgetfulness and what we can learn from Paul. The crux of his philosophy was that only God’s judgment truly mattered. It wasn’t about indifference or carelessness, but about liberating himself from the tiring charade of constantly seeking validation.
Imagine your life unfolding in a courtroom, where each action, each decision, becomes a piece of evidence for defense or prosecution. Sounds draining, doesn’t it? Unfortunately, this is a mirror to your reality where you’re perennially in the dock, chasing validation and deriving self-worth from the judgments passed by others or yourself. But Paul was privy to a different reality. He’d exited the courtroom – the trial had ended for him. His sense of value was firmly rooted in God’s ultimate verdict.
Let’s look at another example. Meet Sam and Lily. Sam’s a classic overachiever, always hustling, constantly working toward the next big goal. Why? Because he’s looking for validation. He wants the “verdict” that he’s successful, worthy, and important. It’s the same for Lily, who’s always posting her perfect life on Instagram, hoping for likes and comments. She’s seeking the “verdict” that she’s desirable, loved, and valued.
But the truth is, you can never get the ultimate verdict from these things. Even Madonna, with all her fame and success, said she hasn’t found the ultimate verdict she’s looking for. It’s because your performance can never guarantee the ultimate verdict. It’s a rat race with no finish line.
How can you go about changing this? One thing to try is shifting your perspective from a performance-verdict mindset to a verdict-performance one. Instead of performing in the hope of a positive verdict, act from a place of already having a positive verdict. This doesn’t mean you stop striving for excellence or stop trying to improve yourself. Rather, you do these things not to prove your worth or to gain approval, but because you believe in your inherent value and importance.
Remember, in Christianity, God’s verdict comes before your performance. As soon as you believe, you’re seen as valuable, loved, and important. You don’t have to win the trial every day, because the ultimate verdict has already been delivered. Take this to heart, and begin to perform from a place of confidence in your worth, not in an endless quest to prove it.
It’s a liberating way to live, one that allows you to focus on what truly matters rather than getting caught up in an exhausting cycle of performance and judgment. It’s about acknowledging that the only opinion that truly matters is God’s, and he’s already declared you valuable, loved, and important.
The ego is a never-ending race for validation, constantly seeking approval and comparing yourself to others. The apostle Paul recognized these struggles with the ego and offered a fresh perspective. He separated his identity from his actions, refusing to let external judgments or his own self-assessment define him. Paul’s approach involved embracing his true identity in God and cultivating humility.
To implement Paul’s teachings in your own life, remember these two key points:
First, separate your actions from your identity. Mistakes or successes don’t define who you are as a person. Instead of viewing failures as reflections of your worth, see them as opportunities for growth.
Second, cultivate self-forgetfulness. Focus less on yourself and more on serving others, as well as appreciating their unique strengths and accomplishments without comparing yourself.
By shifting your perspective and finding peace in your identity in God, you can break free from the constant cycle of self-evaluation and live a more fulfilling life. Remember, the ultimate verdict comes from within, not from external judgments.
About the author
As the founding pastor of Redeemer Presbyterian Church in New York City, Tim Keller started his congregation with a few dozen people. It now draws over five thousand weekly attendees who meet in three Manhattan locations. Redeemer has since spawned a movement of churches across America and throughout major world cities. Many pastors model their churches on Redeemer and Tim’s thoughtful style of preaching. Dr. Keller lives in New York City with his wife and sons.
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